I'm eating cheese.

Gotcha!


Cheesy content


Really looks like cheese, doesn't it?

It's just me being hyped up about making banana smoothies again. I made a litre of banana smoothie (24 bananas blended with water) and brought to work. I was so excited as I stuck my smoothie into the fridge, and waited happily and impatiently until 12.30pm for my lunch time.

I was so happy and excited, until that killer moment when I opened up my lovely Nalgene bottle cap and found a block of semi-solid substance inside. Dammit, my banana smoothie has thus became banana-pudding. #facepalm

I tried drinking it, but that damned thing just won't flow out. Thus my trip to the pantry to get the spoon to scoop like as if I brought lunch box. In actual fact, it's lunch bottle wtf.

Anyway, it tastes EXACTLY like cheese! I used to enjoy having cheese in my sandwiches (BV, before vegan) until I grew tired and bored of cheese, lol. This banana-pudding-cheese-crapola tastes just like cheese. I'm having the cheesified feeling right now, my jaws are sour and tensed, if you get what I mean...

You should just bow down and kowtow to me because I have found a new recipe. I am just kidding alright, and I strongly discourage you to bow down to me because it is bloody blasphemy and I don't wish to burn in hell. I think a standing ovation should suffice. *Waves hand like Miss Singapore* Thank you, thank you! World peace! *Gives multiple flying kisses*

Not fond of this recipe just like that though. One or two mouthfuls is okay, but one freaking litre of this crapola?! Burn me in hell. Alright, just kidding, I don't want to be burned in hell lol.

Now it shall be me photo-bombing you with my narcissism. You know you love me.


After my 4.71km run yesterday night, with the braids at the top of my head Mami did for me. Looking blonde again!

Shall consider bleaching it and see how it looks. Haha.


Me wanting to take a self-shot using my iPhone, but accidentally hit capture while talking to my co-worker. Droopy, sad eyes with a smile lol. No makeup, besides filling the brows (which makes no evident difference wtf).

You can clearly see the pimples on my right cheek and on my forehead. I decided against concealing them is because makeup kinda worsens them I suppose and I think it's time to let my skin breathe after two months of going makeup. Also, I don't have to be paranoid about whether the cruelty-free the products I use claim, are really cruelty-free.

Oh yeah, Ethan and I were playing Draw Something, and here's what he drew to me:

Can you freaking guess what it is?!

I couldn't. Thus I cheated and asked him what he drew.

Here's what he replied:

What the crap?!

I burst out laughing, and continued laughing for the next fifteen minutes or so. To be honest, I'm suppressing my laughter right now lest my lady-boss sees that I laugh and decides to fire me -_-

Anyway I have such a cute boyfriend. LOL! *Gives flying kiss to Ethan*


Voila!

My gosh, I can't suppress it any longer. I am laughing now!

My Mum rapes my hair

Look how Mami is raping my hair =.=







Greetings from Malaysia! Thank God for her wifi I can finally access to the Internet with my phone :)

We used to have such sour relationship in the past, with my disregarding her very existence for years. It was a horrifying experience for me and I really thank God I have finally let it go.



Hahaha she's so gonna kill me for posting her photos up but I don't care lol.

Alright, she's done and here's the aftermath:



Alright, hand me the spear and I'm ready to go for tribal war =.=

Apology and love

My previous post seems to have caused a little uproar, be it in the forum of out of the forum.

So here I am, addressing the issue. So, hi, please don't slap me.

First, I am apologetic about addressing overweight people. I think the title "What I think about meat-eaters" would be more suitable, because overweight seems a little touchy and sensitive and yes, I was really addressing meat-eaters. I understand that there are lots of people who are overweight due to many reasons, diet and lifestyle being part of them. So I am sorry I stereotyped.

I have many overweight friends as well who are trying to lose weight for health reasons and I think I offended many of them. I'm sorry again.

Secondly, I think my information on animal-slaughter was correct. If not, less cruel than it really is. So my point still stands on veganism and living as cruelty-free as possible.

I had a tough night yesterday after such an uproar, thinking about what I did wrong. I was told by a ten-year friend of mine, who raged up and tweeted me one essay, saying that I should respect other people's dietary choices. That made me think hard.

Am I not respecting?

I remember many times when i first started on veganism, almost everyone I know ate meat the way "seductive" way whenever I ate with them. If you get what I mean. I still get that from people sometimes, but that's okay, I'm used to it. But the question is: Is my lifestyle respected?

I remember, as well, many occasions people cook meals with meat just for me, knowing I'm a vegan, because they think I need meat in my body. I know they are sincere, but do they respect me and my lifestyle?

Many occasions as well, people just plopped meat onto my plate when I first started out vegetarianism, sometimes just to make fun of me. Was my lifestyle respected?

Jayme, we are talking about you not respecting the meat-eating lifestyle!

Here we are on another sensitive subject again.

Am I respecting the meat-eating lifestyle?

No, and I never will respect the lifestyle.

But, am I respecting the people who choose to eat meat?

Have I ever forced open your mouth and start shoving fruits inside? Have I ever laugh at you when you eat meat?

Oh yes I did say "Losers" in my previous post, and that is for people who think that eating meat is humane and rather protective of their dietary choice to watch Earthlings.

Look at how you preach and promote the fruits lifestyle! Is that respect?

Promoting and respecting are two different things together.

From dictionary.com:
Promote: to help or encourage to exist or flourish; further.

Respect: deference to a right, privilege, privileged position, or someone or something considered to have certain rights or privileges; proper acceptance or courtesy; acknowledgment.

An advertisement on TV advertises (which has similar definition with promote) on new deal of company Xxx's product. You don't like Xxx, you don't want to purchase the product, but does it mean the TV stops advertising about the great deal?

It doesn't, because it is such a great awesome deal. There are many out there who needs to know about this!

So just because some people do not like the way I promote this lifestyle, does it mean I should stop?

It doesn't, because it is such a great awesome deal. There are many out there who needs to know about this!

But you shouldn't have brought people down!

I said overweight people should try to lose weight because being overweight, the risks of getting cancers and all health problems are much higher! I don't wish to see anyone I love struggle with health. It is my birthday wish every year and my prayer everyday that everyone in this world to be healthy.

What about condemning meat-eaters?

What I'm condemning is not the meat-eating people, I am condemning the habit and the mindset that meat-eating is right and humane. Why, because it isn't!

You know how cows cry before they get sent into the slaughterhouses? They know they are going to be slaughtered! You know how they are stabbed and their blood just keeps draining till they die WHILE they are fully-conscious WITHOUT anaesthetic? There are much more details on Earthlings and I sincerely hope you watch the documentary with all my heart. Animals need to be respected as well.

I know a lot of meat-eaters who are really awesome people. Many are even so close to me, so dear in my life. Do I hate them for eating meat? No! I still love them as much as I loved them before. If not, even more, because I do want them to be as healthy as possible. I don't want to lose them at all.

I'm glad some of them have incorporated more vegetables and less meat in their diets, and this habit makes me very very happy.

I'm sorry if I came across as mean and disrespectful. I was just being a little more passionate on animal-welfare. Sorry again.



A big kiss to you :D

What I think about overweight people.

"Jayme you are over-exercising. You're anorexic and focus too much on weight loss.

Here's what I'm about to show you, though very ashamed to broadcast my very messy room filled with sooooo many stuff (my aunt owns 90% of the stuff). Who am I kidding, my radiance beats the messiness lawl.


That's me admiring at myself. As if it is not enough, I had to take a photo and let you admire me. #ilovemyself


I had to do it again, lol.


Looking like a blonde after my run.

"Jayme, you're so annoying, always taking photos of yourself!"

<3


"You got a problem with that?" ;D

Alright, time to stop being so self-obsessed and go back to the topic.

Jayme, why are you exercising so much?
I don't. I hardly exercise. It was just my first run yesterday evening after not running for ... three weeks?

See? You run! The hardest I ever do is just to walk from my desk to the toilet.
You don't need me to tell you it's really unhealthy to be this sedentary, do you? Oops, I just did.

I don't see what's wrong with being overweight because, like you, I love myself.
Let me tell you why I think overweight/obese people should try to lose weight.

1. It is unhealthy
Being overweight increases your risk to get cancers of your colon, esophagus (aka your gullet), your kidney. For the ladies, your risk of getting breast cancer is also elevated. What about the complications in your pregnancy? *Touch-wood*

All these risks can be reduced/prevented by ... you guessed it. Losing weight.

2. It's selfish
If you're overweight, I suppose you're not a vegan. No long-term high carb (cooked or raw) vegan is overweight.

Do you know that every year in the UK, the livestock is fed enough food to feed 250,000,000 people? As if that's not enough, 30,000,000 people in the world die of starvation every year, with a child dying every 3 seconds. Do the math, the lifestock eats a lot more than you, and causing people to starve and die. *SCREAMS* "MURDERER!!!"

If you aren't retarded, you should know that the *ahem* meats on your plate come from animals. If you haven't heard of how animals are treated before they are murdered for your meal, let me just illustrate to you:

Take chicken for example:

That piece of chicken you had got debeaked just a few moments after they are hatched, and that is to prevent cannibalism. Why cannibalism?


Because they are goddamn starved and overcrowded in their *ahem* house.

Then how the eff do they get so fat?


Because they are effin' injected with hormones so they get so much bigger at a much shorter time.

If the hormone was injected into your system, how does your body react? Your body cannot keep up with the weight you are gaining. Your bones fail. This is what is happening in the chicken houses. They can barely stand up and walk around. They fall after three, the most, four steps. They are practically "obese", can't find a better word for it. Worse, they don't get fed much. They try to peck at fellow chickens' flesh. Which is why they are debeaked right after they are hatched.

Worse than worse, they are debeaked without anesthesia.

10 being very humane, how will you rate your diet? Shame on you, it's not humane at all. Watch Earthlings. Who am I kidding? You're probably too overly-protective of your "humane" diet that you probably aren't gonna watch it. Loser.

3. You are draining the earth
It takes 25 gallons of water to produce 1lb of wheat, and a whopping 2500 gallons to produce 1lb of meat. You'll probably get full on 1lb of wheat, but 1lb of meat is just part of your side dishes. Yet you are using 100x more water -_-

The water used to produce 10 lbs of steak can feed your entire household for a year.

What doesn't make sense is that everyone is saving water?! Like SERIOUSLY? ARE YOU KIDDING ME?

Alright Jayme, you are right... I guess I am going vegan afterall.

I know. I always am.

So before you troll again, STFU - stock the fruits up!

I am secure and confident.

Here are some photos for you who thinks Jayme loves makeup and cannot live without it.

Like what? The only reason why I put on makeup (plus they're all cruelty-free, I don't see what's wrong), is because I want to conceal my dark circles. Meaning, I put on concealer and eyeliner the most.

Lookit theez:

Alright I cheated, I filled my brows, and that's ALL I did for... makeup today.


You caught me in Kopitiam (coffee shop), but you'd find me eating 10 medjool dates while Ethan had his chwee kuey. Thank God it is also vegan. Or so I think.


That's a smile for you awesome people who love me for me <3

Now let's compare it with thez:

With concealer and eyeliner, and the mosquito bite/pimple/whatever that was on my cheek.

Let me just put it side by side so you can see better...

Here you go.

Not much difference what, lol.

LOL LOL LOL just realized that my brows are brown when my hair looked dark (lighting lighting), and my brows are dark when my hair looked light! LOL.

So before you start trollin' about how Jayme is vain (that I don't deny) and cannot live without makeup, reread this post again. I don't look hideous without makeup. In fact, I am still very secure with myself leaving the house without makeup.

So why do I still put on makeup?

1. Conceal the PR under my eyes
Firstly, the dark circles have NOTHING to do with my fruity lifestyle. In fact, the more fruits I eat, the better sleep I get, the less sodium in my system, and the lighter my dark circles are.

It has gotten MUCH better since before I started when I used to spam makeup literally to every single place I went. Even with my family on my birthday chalet. When I was under-carbed, semi-anorexic, super weight-conscious, and also photo-edit maniac to edit myself to be a skinnier chick, trollolol.

Here's one photo from the chalet cutting my birthday cake.


Alright the reason why I looked so thin (to the point of being flat-chested) and flawless is because: EDITING, and well, you know, makeup -_-


Told you my skin has dramatic improvement! Though it was not that hideous to begin with, but still... quite dull looking, lol.

2. I used to dislike my droopy eyes
I had one poly-classmate who constantly asked, "Do you know you have eyes that look so sad, the dog's eyes?"

WHAT THE HECK.

I used to love my eyes so much because they are big and round, but to have someone say my eyes look like dog's eyes was like a sword stabbed right through my fragile heart. *glass heart shatters*


I have no choice but to agree. Apparently they have been droopy since birth, lol!

WAIT, because right now I love my sad, droopy eyes. I can always act pitiful successfully. *nudges Ethan and gives him puppy eyes*


Apparently, it is also an easy task for me to look "blur" and bored, lol.

So I guess it's all good with sad, droopy eyes. So if one day I ever get kidnapped (touch-wood, touch-wood), I can give my ultra droopy eyes and beg the kidnappers to let me go.


Quite fail, but I will be a pro at this after one or two practices.

Damn, don't tell me my hair colour is fading!

Alright, it's still fine (phew).

Bottom line is this: I love myself with or without makeup, because I am still me.

This applies to everyone of you out there, you who feel insecure with your looks, you who feel inferior to your prettier friends, and you who feel totally shit about yourself because you just hate yourself for no apparent reason. Start loving yourself, because you are more beautiful that way.